I WAS SCARED, I WAS SCARED TIRED AND UNDERPREPARED BUT I WAIT FOR YOU

when you try your best but you don't succeed 
when you get what you want but not what you need 
when you feel so tired but you can't sleep 
stuck in reverse 

aparentar que es todo lo que queres cuando lo es. querer lo que no tenes. aparentar felicidad y tranquilidad. no soportar nada más.